So, I feel like I'm on the verge of a mental health relapse. I am trying really hard not to. But I haven't been sleeping well, and I am having nightmares. I am also struggling with eating. I had been anorexic years ago but I have been heavy for awhile. It feels refreshing not to be able to eat much, but I've been binging at night. I gotta find a way to even out. I've signed up for classes and am working. I worked yesterday even. I'm exhausted and I'm worried about my husband....he working all the time. He's tired all the time too.
I feel like right now things could either go really really right, or really really wrong and I am teetering. Thank God I have art, something to get it out of me. I've been trying since Friday to do some but between school shopping, and work I haven't had the time. I plan to stay home tomorrow and do some with my step daughter.
I hope I stay stable. This blog has helped, giving me something to work on.....
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