Thursday, November 24, 2011

Me against the world

Okay, so I know that the world is not against me but sometimes it feels like it. I am not going to go into detail but most of you know what happened with my stepson. Well, I am still dealing with that and with my in-laws over the same issue. I have tried to do everything right and it turns out wrong.


And then someone in my own family used this very blog against me. All the things I post on here are the truth and most of it is of an artistic nature. I put my papers from my writing class on her, as a sharing tool. But someone found one of the papers and turned it around to make me seem like an uppity judgmental bitch. Which, I haven't judged anyone. The paper was the one about my grandmother, Sydney who was a woman who loved art and was liberal, someone like me. But my search to find out more about her, since she died when my dad was six was turned into something foul, and into untrue rumors.

I am saying this now. This blog is for those who are passionate about art as a healing tool. It is so I can document the journey I am on and share it with people who want to learn. I want it to open up a community like the Sticky Note project is doing. I want it to set an example to those interested in the sticky note project so they can see what it's all about, and what I am all about. If you do not want to use my blog in this way than don't read it. It isn't for you if that's what you want from it.  It's not weapon against me. This person who I am sure is reading this, took something personal and turned it into something shallow.

I am angry, and I feel like I am all alone. I know I am not. I have some wonderful friends out there, amazing ones. And my husband and stepdaughter. And my wonderful mother, who knows me better than anyone in the world and believes in me no matter what I say. I know she won't read this blog but she deserves recognition of being a great listener and a wonderful supporter, along with her twin sister. Thank you to all those who believe in what I am trying to do. Please share this blog sight with your friends and family and link it to your facebook. That way we can all share what needs to be shared.

Loves,
Mags

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